metallising my heart....

wat are feelings meant to be??
crush and true love how do u exactly differentiate it?
i dun like crush...wana crucify myself for being in such a situation....
someone help me out here...
preventing me from drowning...
evn though i saw the light,i still felt that i'm drowning...
i need hands...
to bring me out frm tis pool...
if there's no hand....
how could i get myself out here....
how could i get myself from drowning...
i just don't want to be drown!....

i wish i could cry out loud..................................

wana metalise my heart so that it wun be so vulnerable anymore....
wun be hurt so easily...
nothing can penetrate in so easily...
then i won't be so emotional ard...
successful or not is stil in experimental period*cries*............

life goes on......