exam coming soon but i cant concentrate...when i saw my so thick-medical surgical book,i already feel like fainting...
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my thick thick book......jpg)
my thick thick book(in nearer view)and for the first time, i msg a fren "wtf"...i'm reli sorry but i just too frustrated....
i don't know why it seems like some of them dun like me, and against me.... whateva i said,is like crap to them....but one thing, when i said about guys....they wil treat me nice! sorry...please let me say again..."wtf"....
i was so so frust n dont know who to tell...then i told vf cause he's the only one know what's happening at least partly....
but yet,i don't like the feeling of being like this....i felt tears flowing at tat moment, i quickly ran to the toilet...i hide in there for at least 5mins?....i cried but i realised people wil heard me...so i went out as i have class too....
in class,i was so so freaking out wif those ppl....i just duno how to communicate o live together wif those people...
some were really at the tip of my bursting out sensation....sometimes i felt i want to scold o just shout out...but i knew i'm too weak inside...i may break down n cry....
keepin to myself is making me more sad....so i word it here....only for those who i trust...
just a moment ago, went to celebrate a coursemate's bday...whenever i celebrate people's birthday especially them,i had a vr stucked up feeling....i just dont know why....people here are too realistic for me....i just cant stand the attitudes of theirs....dont get on my nerves anymore!!!
i dont know where is the real me....wif them i can try to be happy...but behind them i felt tat they are just not the type of good buddies i haf in mlk....i reli miss all of u all....
well,signing off now...tmr class 9am....nites.
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You have some misunderstanding with ur buddies?
i learn to treasure buddies lately...But real buddy is hard to find.
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