Nowadays~

SMOKING~...


smoke the smoke...and the habit is called smoking!


smoking is a habit or an addict or js a style of presenting self?to me, smoking is nothing but just harming self...but to think twice, consume alcohol is also an act of harming self...i drink but i dun smoke, yet i still harming myself rite?


recently i went out wif a few frens of hay...few of them i expected them to be smokers, but wat for girls which are younger than me and looks kinda decent?...i know of the phrase,"don't judge a book by its cover"...but to my surprise, they wasn't as what i think they was...wat had happened to youngster nowadays?

SEX~...

feel the Lust and Excitement...and the act is intercourse...

not only smoking takes place, multiple sex partners are also happening around us!...just that we're ASIAN who always sweep everything down the carpet...some do talk about it openly, without feeling embarrass of it but feeling it as an act of grandeur!...when they were sexually aroused, everything just don't go through their thinking part...everything can be consider later but not to push away the feeling of lust and excitement that are coming on the rise..don't they afraid of all the sexually transmitted diseases (STD) which are escalating now? and how often one couple can be honest to each other?

incidents that strucked me for a moment to ponder but ending up no clues or ideas to it~...

1) Let's name this girl A.
She was a 20 y/o college girl and looks decent*in my eyes*...She was from a broken family where her parents were divorced years back then...She was quite pretty tho and has a boyfriend back in her college...Once i went out wif her, she took a box of cigarrete (Large Pall Mall Light!) out from her bag. I thought it was her friend's but it turns out to be hers. She took one stick out and lit it up. She started to take few puffs...Then continously, she smokes when others do~...she said she is a "social smoker"....what does this social smoker means??


2) Let's name this girl B.
She was a 20 y/o girl and she looks decent too *in my eyes at the first sight*...background of her i wasn't that clear because i wasn't close to her at all*precisely i dint even want to know about her*she has a bf and things she know shocked me deeply... she was telling about how does few drugs look like*i mean those drugs that they will take in clubs,pubs,etc*...she then took out a stick of cigarrete and started to puff all way through..."social smoker" it seems~....then i found out that she do go sleeps wif other guy without letting her bf knows of course!...worst of all, she still cheats on her bf!...thn i heard from my fren said that she tells everyone that she stil love her bf and appreciates her relationship!!!....*omg i was like, what type of girl is this?*...only word that came thru my mind at that moment was..B-I-T-C-H...i was wondering from guy's point of view, if you're that guy who is her bf wat will u do if u found out?...and if you're the guy who she slept with and hiding all the while from her bf, what will you do?...

what is wrong with people nowadays?..is it that the one second of happiness will kills away your whole lifetime sufferings?i really just dun understand...where have all the faithful, innocent and down-to-earth girls hide to?

-pnee~