Depressed!

today was a bad bad day for me....

i was too shocked with everything til i duno wat m i supposed to do...

first...as u all noe, i'm in my seremban for my posting now...and our so "sweet and cute" preceptor ruin it all...she din manage to teach us anything new at all...so we complaint to our head of nursing dept who came down all the way from BJ to seremban....

nobody noes the main purpose they're come down...

second, she indirectly pointed to me that i din wrote her a letter regarding my absence in her class...she pointed that she had waited and waited but no reply of me....so i got it again!

thirdly,...the worst of everything!...they told us that we did very terribly in our community health nursing paper....and said that most of us failed!...so...i was like thinking, will i be the one...she asked us why we did so badly...we gave reasons like putting a project to us which give a total of 25% in our psychology paper such a sudden in between of all our papers...and the questions are easy,maybe it's just too easy that we didnt predict that it could be like tat...in teh end stil our own fault..and finally one of the lecturer revealed the result to me...argh...i FAILED that paper TERRIBLY!!! i had never failed any of my paper that terribly....she told me i got a F!!!...i was js so shocked and duno wat to say...i wanted to give reasons to myself that i had not enough time due to the project that we haf to do, family stuffs and etc...but sh scolded me saying that everything was my fault...i should haf concentrate on my studies and not other unimportant things...

so i told myself that i reli haf to study as hard as i could tis end of semester...if not i will be warn out of the uni...and my everything will be gone!....

my vow...study hard...ignore unnecessary stuffs so that i will not land up with nothing....concentrate on everything i'm doin!!...~peinee~