life is.....

after so long din blog again....

well, it about a week i'm here in seremban....

i wana share few things wif u guys...everything happened to me yesterday~~

1) got one male doctor...he was doing some procedure and we observing him... unfortunately i was the one nearest to him...okiez...what happened is, the doctor was sweating like nobody business...and my colleagues went to took some tissues and hand over to me...i was like??....okies the staff nurse told me to wipe his sweat...i was like huh??...okie then i asked him, he said okie...i pat a piece of tissue over his forehead and his left cheek but not enough for his right cheek...so, i took the left over tissues which i tink about 3 to 4 pieces...and suddenly everyone burst out in laughter cause i was too clumsy~ *i was not meant to wipe his sweats le...so sorry for tat...* but if he is my patient then i noe how to do it in a more proper way~

2) finally, i got the chance to do tube feeding for my patient~*okie,u all must be wondering wat is tube feeding...a tube which is inserted thru the nose into the stomach...* and tat patient was 92yrs old d... i mixed her milk well but the milk was not flowing.. so i went to get help from my preceptor..she came and things were going smoothly after that..okiez,so i took over the feeding...my perceptor was asking me to observe the patient respiration in case the patient collapse, so i do...i saw the chest was moving very slowly and then no more, i tot i saw wrongly so i observe more but my preceptor kept talking to me...js before i told my preceptor that i din see her breathing anymore, the staff nurse came n told me the same thing..so at the same time, all of us realised there is no more breathing...the staff nurse rushed to take the ECG machine and there was asystole-no more heart rate...the doctor came n checked...she pronounced her dead...*omg...i was so unfortunate rite...*

i was so stunted at tat moment, then haf to do last office for her...(cleaning her up and all those la)...

life is so unpredictable~....

but one patient told me that i'm still young and wouldnt be able to understand what life is...she told me that she went through lots of ups and downs to bring up her children but now...her children dont even wana care about her....even tho she's in hospital, her children js came thr and stand around...she said she vry jealous to see the next patient's son came and hug the mother and tell her not to go....she is so so sad....all her children want from her is just money!!

but this is reli wat life and reality is...


-signing off..pnee-