stressor~

lately, been sooo superb busy....i guessed this is the type of workload i'm gonna haf for the whole one year to come...

never i will sleep so late last time but nw had changed...slept at ard 2 plus everyday...reading and reading, either notes o oso notes...or finding and reading journals....it had been so stress for me!...wanted to shout out loud evrytime and cry out soo many times...weeped few times and i remind myself again and again i have to be strong!...strong n strong!....

in d midst of this stress, ning was here wif me...i'm vr glad to haf him but at the same time frustrated...at times, maybe caused im too stressed, i just cant stand the way i'm talking repeatedly to him or asking him again and again...either he dint concentrate well or i din express well...i just hate to talk much tis few days...din noe why, but i reli hate to talk...

and regarding the course workload are reli killing!!...my research title had been banned again and again, more than 10 topics i cracked my head out for him and yet nicely he just told me and janet we haf to read more...read more journals and see wat u can do!....wth, u didnt even tell me wat's d reason my title cant be used precisely and js pushed me away by telling me to read more journals?...*in d other way, i should see it as i dint read enough...* so continue reading!

add oil=GAMBATEH to myself.