Mood for today: Sad + Stress!!
Reasons:
1) First day in pediatrics' ward...the children there are cute but when come to medicine or treatment time, their cries will kill me off...i tried giving a 1yr plus kid her medication...tried to convinced her to take medications, i tot i can do it...but it's js so difficult, no matter how hard i try, she'll cry no matter wat oso..whenever she saw my medication, she will cry!!....then her mother asked me force the medications in only, but i js cant bear to do it...the mother said that, "ini nurse lembut la....mesti panggil yang keras sikit baru boleh"...i'm so sad n even more stress out at tat moment....but i din gif up, tried again...but now a bit harder, force a bit with her mother help....
2)second incident...tis baby boy who is so cute..but was diagnosed with HIV positive and he was abandoned~...no one cares about him and i can feel tat he's lack of family care n luv...whenever i touch the him, he's js so relax n smiles....cute!
3)third incident, as a sem 5 student and being in ward for so long d...i can forgot so much things!....i felt tat i dun fit to be there at all...not competence at all...can even be worse than a community student nurse...arg!! frustrated to tink about tis!....must polish all my skills and knowledge now!!!!
so conclusion is....SAD + STRESS!
-pnee~
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