i have 6 subjects to study but only finish one....sigh~~
how m i supposed to finish it in time?haiz....next week is approaching but i'm more in holiday mood rather than in study week mood;P
everyone is having holiday but i'm having my exams....wat lar,imu shud arrange it properly,always like this...haiz...actually i'm afraid i will screwed up my exams;P..(well, i guess other will be thinking tat i'm saying the same old things but...seriously, each time exam i wil have those doubts that freaks me out....tho i'm not alone but fears are there..)i seriously wan holidays~~
oh ya...tat day went over to tesco to find geo to buy contact lenses....geo was so shocked *i tink*...haha...wanna noe y must ask him....but he was so professional~he checked on my eyesight but all the time was interrupted by someone...haiz....wanted to ask geo so many questions but ppl kacau~...life has been so colourful for me once again....but at the same time,drops of water are sprinkle on my colours....colours were seen so fade and not clear....but behind those shades,i saw shadows....shadow brought me here and giving me strength to be who i am...my acts doubts a lot of people,i noe...proving it to others is not wat i want to do,but proving it to myself is wat i wana do...everythin i'm doin is for myself...so,i guess i really knew wat m i doin but i knew the consequences too...any consequences i wil bear it for myself,i knew the pros n cons...i might not be good n perfect as others...i dun like comparison either...i wil be who i am and i am who i am...
-pnee~
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